The first day of the rest of my life:

I had a dream last night.
Along with my many many many dreams about work.
And the students :(

I was in college.
Everything felt complete with starting my life finally.
I've had a job ever since I was almost 16.
Working doesn't make me feel grown up at all.
Its more of playing.

So I woke up today, and instantly applied for admission at UVU.

I hate change. I hate being alone.
I get all the stupid fears of not fitting in
or getting lost
messing up.

So its taken me a while to get to this point.

But classes for the summer '09 semester start May 6th.
I'll have a few weeks balancing work and school,
then have the rest of the summer to focus on school.
That way, when I get back to work, I'll be back in the cycle that I will be able to handle both.

My resolutions for this year are already starting to come together.

1. Apply for college.
2. Attend college.
3. Move out.
4. Make a difference.
5. Do some charity work.
6. Love life and live it to the fullest.

I'm usually not the one to set goals for myself, because when I do, they never are accomplished even long after I set the goal.

Hopefully, I won't disappoint myself this time.


Angi said...

Way to go Bry! Yes Change is scary but guess what? Life is full of chages! And when things change you have lots of growing experiences. Your goals are great!

Brad and Staci Clegg said...

Good for you!! School is always a good change because that's the only real way to pretty much guarantee success in life. Whenever you start to get discouraged with school, just refer back to those written goals and they will remind you of why you're going to school.

Price Family said...

Brylie, you are so awesome! Good for you